Baba Story

*A Promise to Never Leave*

In 1985, there was a DMC in Tiljala, Calcutta . At that time I was very frustrated with some dadas. I heard them always scolding and abusing and I heard almost no one talking with love and affection. I was then a provincial level worker touring western India , and most of the people there were saying very negative things about our organization. So I became very frustrated.

I decided I would not see Baba. He was giving general darshan each day, but I went up to the roof of the Central Office building and I slept there. I spent two days there. On the third day when Baba was giving general darshan I had a dream that Baba called me into His room. First He showed me an envelope and asked, "Have you written this letter to me?" I answered, "Yes, Baba." Dada Ramanandaji and Dada Sarnanandaji were also present, but Baba told both of them to leave. 

Baba then asked me, "Why are you thinking that the dadas are not giving love and affection? Don't think about this. I am yours and you are mine. Even your parents are not yours." Baba then put my hands on His chest and made me promise that I would not leave the organization.

When I woke up, my mind was very light. That same night I attended the DMC and His discourse was very inspiring. 

The next day Baba physically called me. The same thing that I saw in the dream, Baba told me in His room. He took both my hands and placed them on His chest. He made me take the same promise not to leave the organization. He said "Nobody is yours except me. Whenever you are in trouble, just remember me and I will be with you."

From that moment my mind became very positive.

- Ac. Bodhaprajinananda Avt.

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